Intellectual Perseverance: Should I Drop Out Of High School

My Intellectual Perseverance at this point of this semester is a 5 out of a ten half the time I want to give up, curl into a ball, and hide from the world and the other half of the time I want to face my challenges head on. I wanted to drop out like I wanted to do in the fall. I didn’t like school much to begin with. But I like to be mentally simulated, learning new things has always been my thing. Sitting in a classroom for the next four years to me sounds dreading. I wasn’t ready to dive back in and be swarmed by homework, essay, teachers, and other students, who I might never get a chance to talk to. I wanted to take a gap year to think about what I wanted to do. That gap year did not happen because my mom wanted me to go to college while the material I learned in high school was still fresh in my mind. After my first couple of days in college, I started to google some questions.