His next primary goal is learning the art of love from Kamala, a famous courtesan. Although he rejected the other spiritual teachers, he accepts Kamala, a teacher of desire, and he consciously decides to follow her teachings. After years filled with indulgence of vices, he finally awakens by a dream of Kamala’s songbird and realizes that he lived pointlessly, and he leaves immediately. With utmost desolation, he turns to suicide but the sound “Om” emanates within him compelling him to stop. Upon awaking from a deep sleep, Siddhartha is rejuvenated and becomes entrenched in the beauty of the river and exclaims, "Nothing is mine, I know nothing, I possess nothing, I have learned nothing". He concludes that every approach he took in life has ultimately resulted in a stalemate.
Lastly, he finally finds the characteristics of an ideal teacher in Vasudeva, a ferryman, and lives with him beside the river. Vasudeva accepts Siddhartha as a disciple when he deduces that the river spoke to him. Siddhartha devotes himself to listen to the river and learns influential lessons from it. With the help of the river and Vasudeva, he finally learns the last elements necessary to achieve