Everything was so nice and new, even though it is not as perfect as I imagine. I could still carry on my discipline habits cultivated in my dependent high school.
I still remember day and time, in the doorway, with my case, a shy and slim boy was crowed in the welcoming bus, I was not like an Irish guy in New York actually, though I came from the countryside. In my eyes at that time, college is really a great stage I paid for performance, and I tried to be my best and smart part of myself, but I could not say I’d done a good show. I made a good initial step to my college life; I was seemingly brave and courageous, exactly speaking the first impression to my teachers and classmates was successful.
Then the coming days is military training, that’s really a tough and tired time for me, maybe due to my rebelling character of youngster and the faith to western culture and values, it really conflicted my mind and challenge my personality.
Well, now when I look back upon those times, maybe the only significant steps among many trials I’ve made was joining the lemon tree English association, and I played a role as a minister of spoken department.
At those times, I was so ordinary, so ordinary that could be omitted, however in my heart, there was a burning desire for being noticeable.
I was so shy that I blushed while I am front of girls, I was so unconfident that I could not speak aloud what I really want to. I was so timid that I force me to get always from the girl I was crush on. Well. .the romance of college to my heart rooted while I met her at the first day of my attending days to the college.
However, I thought that I was so inferior that I did match with her appearance and character, ironically, the truth in the coming days proved that I was very wrong! So wrong that I should not leave her alone, so