Other than school, TV, internet and other people, we learn from many different resources. For instance, myself, I learned something from a relationship. I was 15 when I met him. It happened all of a sudden. I was new to school. He invited me to his Birthday party. The evening at his house was amazing. We talked a lot and danced together. I believe that I had left a good first impression on him, because on the next day, he invited me out to a movie. It was a morning show. The darkness in the hall was electrifying with him next to me. Later when he sent me home, we kissed in the elevator. It felt good.
We met daily. We would take the same bus to school. We would spend our break and lunch time together. After school, we would go to Starbucks to talk or do our homework. By Day 7, we were madly in love. We even decided we would get married. But then something weird came in between us. It was my uncontrollable possessive. I would get extremely jealous if I saw him talking to any other girl. I started trying to control him. I told him not to speak with any girl. But of course, that is not possible in a world where boys and girls co-exist.
My possessive grew without control. At times I would slap him across the face. He would feel insulted and degraded. I would then apologize and promise never ever to do this again. But soon enough, after a few days it would repeat. My jealousy would overcome all rational and I would strike. It was almost like a pattern. I knew inside me that what I was doing was wrong. But I just could not control it. At last, I took the extreme step. One day, I called him and told him we were done. It was a difficult phase leaving him. I cried many nights alone. I was so tempted to get back with him. But somewhere inside me I knew that it would never be.
But from that day onwards, I started realizing what wrong I had done. I repented for my over possessive and for having raised my hand on such a