I don’t think I’m really ready to be all that independent; I’m used to relying on school to be the backbone for everything. I’d still be living with my parents, of course, but I’m sure they’d be pressuring me to find a good college. It would be hard to even really choose one, even though I’m pretty set on art school, and I don’t think I’ll have a job during college so I wouldn’t have very much money
if I wasn’t getting some from my parents.
I don’t know, really, what I’m going to do with my life after high school, considering I didn’t even think I would live this long so I didn’t really make any long-term plans. I don’t want to go to Brazosport College, I know that. I’m not very responsible. I don’t think I’d make a lot of good decisions living by myself, not to mention I’m very anxious, so I don’t think I could even live by myself, even though I don’t think I have enough money for on-campus housing.
Everything would be pretty hard after high school, now that I think about it. Thinking about this is really stressful; I want to go back to being a freshman again so I could have more time to plan.