My focus now is to just get out more and live my young adult year life out before i look back. I've gained more progress in my life now than i did 2 years ago. What helped most of getting out of the casino rhythm was my friends to get me into skateboarding and getting into the skateboard and just to go for it. It was a good addiction while it lasted knowing i was going to the casino to win money and actually walk out with money. It was almost a guaranteed win every time i went, I was making 400 a night if not more in high school. Now i can't win anything and it's a depressing thought knowing you have lost your touch in something that you thought you were so accomplished and good in. That's why skateboarding is a better alternative because i know everytime i go i'll be getting better and better and i won't lose that accomplishment. If i could go back and do it all over again i wouldn't change a thing but if i had to i would've quit gambling a year sooner and probably would have saved 10,000 grand more. But it's about the experience in gambling more than the winning and that's where they get
My focus now is to just get out more and live my young adult year life out before i look back. I've gained more progress in my life now than i did 2 years ago. What helped most of getting out of the casino rhythm was my friends to get me into skateboarding and getting into the skateboard and just to go for it. It was a good addiction while it lasted knowing i was going to the casino to win money and actually walk out with money. It was almost a guaranteed win every time i went, I was making 400 a night if not more in high school. Now i can't win anything and it's a depressing thought knowing you have lost your touch in something that you thought you were so accomplished and good in. That's why skateboarding is a better alternative because i know everytime i go i'll be getting better and better and i won't lose that accomplishment. If i could go back and do it all over again i wouldn't change a thing but if i had to i would've quit gambling a year sooner and probably would have saved 10,000 grand more. But it's about the experience in gambling more than the winning and that's where they get