Personal Narrative: I Change Your Mind

In case you change your mind, I cherish you and you can have the room to yourself. I just feel like I will hurt myself, mentally, not because you are not here but because I have nothing to look forward to. I can't convince myself that you are coming back. I believe you with all my heart, I trust that you will, but people are starting to raise questions and wonder why you aren't here and it is making me feel very depressed. I told them that you are visiting family but that doesn't help because my mom asked me how long you are going to be gone. I can't take you away from your family and I know that you need space, but you had that. I don't care about money or anything, I just need you. I can't go on just thinking about what you are doing every day, you are making memories without me.
I love how you just talk about games and want to view animes with me in my free time. I want you back, I don't want to be pathetic but it is what I want. I want you to be back in my life, yeah, you've been gone for 5 days, but we lived with each other, stayed in the same area for months and now, you're gone. I looked forward to living together and sharing our space and time, I mean, I can't stand you being gone, because we were past our long-distance relationship. We made the choice to be with each other, no matter what but you chose to go. Truth is, I can't take on all the responsibility, we both always took care of each other and as a boyfriend, you are supposed to stay with me. I need to take care of you the same way that you do. We both failed in areas, but we have that opportunity to fix it together, not try alone. Time waits for no one and I'm so afraid that you will walk away, I love you so much and if you walk away, I don't know what I would do. I just have had this sick knot feeling in my stomach since you