Rylee Alternate Ending

Sun light shown brightly through the blinds covering the window, I let my eyes flutter to clear my vision before I realized where I was. Rylee was peacefully asleep in my arms, she looked so happy and calm but I knew what was about to happen. I had to leave, never come back and never see her face again. I felt my eyes tear up, the only reason last night happened was because we knew that I was leaving and we wouldn’t ever have that opportunity again. I moved slowly away from her and off the couch, I found my back pack and walked as lightly as possible to the bathroom and shut the door gently. I didn’t want to wake her because I knew that if I did there would be a lot of crying and begging for me not to leave even though we both knew I had no
I stepped out onto the front porch closing the door lightly behind me, her parents would be home in a few hours and hopefully she woke up before then and got dressed, I should have woken her up, should I go back? No, that would be pointless now. I continued to my car as silent tears rolled down my cheeks, I opened the door and sat down, the smell of her perfume was woven into the car. It hit me like a ton of bricks after I closed the door, I wanted the smell to go away because all it was doing was reminding me of love, our love. I rolled the windows down before turning the key in the ignition, my heart stopped as I watched the front door to her house open slowly and her image appear in the
I listened to ‘Follow You’ by Bring Me The Horizon on repeat, she didn’t know it but that song reminded me of her. I pulled my legs up into my seat and rested my forehead on my knees, I was soon asleep unintentionally and my mind dreamt of what I was leaving, it tore me apart.

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I fell backwards, my head and spine hitting my cement drive way sent a shock of pain through my body. I let my eyes open expecting the sun to be piercing me but the night sky was all I could see.
“Watch where you sleep idiot.” My little brother teased, I must have been leaning against the door and he decided to be an ass and open it.
“You little asshole.” I spat as I sat up, my back was sore now and my head had a beat in it like a drum.
“Mom said to come eat.” He said as he lightly poked me with his foot.
“Yeah, I’ll be there in a minute Jacob.” I groaned as I rubbed my eyes, he turned on his heels and strode away while mumbling under his breath. I took a few minutes to compose myself and wipe away any dirt that had gotten on me, tonight was out last dinner in this house and my mother wanted us all together though it was only Chinese take