Touch My Peewee Essay

“So tell me what did he do to you and where did he touch you”. That is the questions all abuse victims are asked, and to most it is the most painful one. “He would put his peewee in my peewee, and touch my peewee”. Those are the words no parent or adult wants to hear come from a child’s mouth. Child abuse is sadly a common issue that our society has to face, and I was one of those who went through it. I was sexually abused by my grandfather multiple times day from the age of three to six and half. I was abused multiple times day in different ways each time, and it was only when I was left alone with him. My parents left me alone with him twice a week on weekdays, and everyday on the weekends. The most painful memory I have is when I was lying in bed when I felt his hands run down my pants.His cold hands rubbed across my body and all I could do was sit there shaking in
The worst I had was when my now ex boyfriend was over and I fell asleep, he woke me up shaking me with his tears hitting my face. He looked at me say “Courtney what the hell were you dreaming about you were screaming and crying. I have been trying to wake you for the past ten minutes”. My boyfriend picked me up and held me tight but all I could say was “ I'm sorry I had a dream about the abuse I suffered”. My ex made a vow to not let another man hurt or touch me like that.The pain that my grandfather left on me is something nobody can protect me from or save me from. Most abused children are terrified of things that could have been used in the abuse mine is elderly men. My ex boyfriend took me to go meet his grandparents and he left me with his grandfather. When he returned after five minutes I was visibly shaking my ex's dad thought I was disrespecting his parents. My ex informed his father that of how I get scared. My ex took me outside held me against him until I stopped shaking and