Over stepping some boundaries which made me look fake.
I always said I would never do the things I did, and that is the reason it is so hard for you to forgive.
It's been so long, so many times we said we'd try only to turn around and make each other cry
Remember how it was when we first started out,
So much alike, we shared every thought
We fell so fast, maybe fell in love too soon
Made a huge decision that now we cannot undo.
I admit my mistakes but can you admit yours,
I have paid for what I've done as you have paid for yours, so why is it like this, we can't even talk.
You call me liar and say you don't care
All the while my love for you is still there
I never meant to hurt you, never wanted to cause you any pain
Since you left me 5 months ago
My life hasn't been the same.
I owe you so much,
I have so much to prove to you,
So I will end this with the hardest thing I'll ever have to do,
Goodbye baby...I will always be in love with you.
As I sit alone in my room tonight
It sure is a change from the same old fight
I want to be held and loved tonight
To share all my dreams with the man who lost sight
Hold on or let go I need to decide
But oh how I wish you were here by my side
Changes have come and loneliness fades
When I learn to accept the choices we made
My dreams have been shattered and nightmares occur
When I drive past the home that you always called yours
I've experienced pleasure and got to know pain
The women involved has made me insane
The love that I had has turned into pain
A man will appear, whom I won't have to blame
The tears soon will pass, as God pulls me near
The lessons are taught, and soon should be clear
Be happy and helpful, and hold your head high
Because sooner or later we must say goodbye
Be honest in life and flowers will bloom
Remember me always and erase all the gloom
Because life is a treasure that will shine like the moon.