As someone who has been combatting depression for years, I know first hand how hard it is to work up the motivation for the simplest of activities. Even the things you would really like to do become seemingly impossible tasks. That being said, when it comes to bigger areas such as improving my art, or writing skills, the valley between development and myself appears insurmountably wide. However, school seems to motivate me quite a bit. When a professor assigns me something important, and gives me a due date, I am forced to start and finish that assignment. Even if it is not something I want to do, I have to complete the work I am given to recieve a good grade. Despite how hopeless my depression causes me to feel, school encourages me to complete the tasks I am given, consequentially building up my incentive to complete tasks outside of school. While it seems stressful at the time, there is no doubt in my mind that college is helping me ascend to a level of development I otherwise would not have
As someone who has been combatting depression for years, I know first hand how hard it is to work up the motivation for the simplest of activities. Even the things you would really like to do become seemingly impossible tasks. That being said, when it comes to bigger areas such as improving my art, or writing skills, the valley between development and myself appears insurmountably wide. However, school seems to motivate me quite a bit. When a professor assigns me something important, and gives me a due date, I am forced to start and finish that assignment. Even if it is not something I want to do, I have to complete the work I am given to recieve a good grade. Despite how hopeless my depression causes me to feel, school encourages me to complete the tasks I am given, consequentially building up my incentive to complete tasks outside of school. While it seems stressful at the time, there is no doubt in my mind that college is helping me ascend to a level of development I otherwise would not have