Age Of Grief Analysis

Imagine coming home from school one day and you find out that your mother just passed away from cancer. When you’re young you really don’t think about how your future will turn out. At the age of 12 one does not have the ability to comprehend the ramifications it has on your educational future. Grief takes away any emotion except the loss of my mother, my best friend, and the one who held the answers to all my life and educational needs. As I reflect back to that tender age having someone call father to appear like my knight and shining armor comforted my adolescent needs this gave away to grief, heartache, disappointed and dismay to realize my knight only saw me as a financial vehicle for his future leaving me to trust I will be able to fulfill
my mother’s dreams as well as mines to reach my academic destiny. Determined to fulfill my dreams and honor my mother’s wishes I decided to reach for the strength my mom had instilled in me to wish, hope, succeed, and achieve. Looking back at the lack of support I treasure it as my most successful weapon in making lemonade from the lemons my life had dealt me. Drawing from my mother’s love, confidence, urging me to be the very best my dream of a higher education becoming an asset to society and giving hope to other young to have a realistic view of how important financial planning for children’s future could steer them to an easier path of life. I know hunger, loneliness, what it means to not have a mother, and what it means to cry when opportunies girls I choose to win. As I look back the one thing that I cannot doubt was my mother’s love however I choose pass me by because of no financial planning for the persons that were there to keep me safe to reassure me and help me find an easier road to my desires educationally and for the strength dissecurity brings.