Those thoughts cut through me as they brought me back from one of our last moments together into the reality in front of me.
“Akari… Akari! AKARI!” I cried out with the force of a person vomiting on all fours, with eyes bleeding a stream flowing down like pillars of lightning. The smell of freshly-mown grass and the smell of various flowers cut my throat with each breath. The sight of all the flowers was unbearable as they created such a forlorn image. What did all those flowers matter if the Gazania was now beneath our feet? The rays of sunlight reflecting off of tombstones …show more content…
Being only a year older than me meant nothing in terms of maturity. We had been just two friends looking for fun and adventure. However, her intelligence greatly outmatched mine. I had never before met anyone with such a unique perspective. I had always admired her for her uniqueness and intelligence but now there is nothing left of her.
Stuck in major shock and hurting everywhere, I gathered up the courage to bid my final farewell to the friend I loved so dear. With a broken spirit and without a sense of purpose I walked away, leaving her behind.
Farewell my friend. I won’t see you tonight but I know that someday we will meet and never part. Goodbye, Akari. I will always love you.
I watched the seasons as they passed me by. I saw the rain, the sun, the heat, the snow. People had warned me about the pain of loss my entire life. It was not until I lost Akari that I came to know the true torment of loss. It turns your blood into sorrow, with your heart pumping that sorrow to the rest of your body. The memory was still engraved in my mind after such a long time. I pondered the same questions over and over again.
How could such a beautiful person who was so optimistic and had such a will to achieve her goals just choose to go away so unpredictably?