Belonging: A Short Story

It has been just a few hours, but it was harsh to stay without any food or water. And I arrived in front of the hole when he day became night. Although I was dying, I felt like lying down for a few minutes on the desert land. The stars in the sky was magnificent bright and dazzling. I wanted to stay more, because of the star; I had to leave for at least one more chance to go back to home. I worried about my family and friends and others, I left the house more than a week and now, I might couldn’t go back to my own belonging world. Thus, I need to get into the wormhole.
I laid down inside of the capsule, I had to save more my energy, I was thinking that this would be the last chance, the last chance to go back to home. I slowly closed my eyes,
And as I did it in the capsule, I once slept again.
And again, I continued to dream about my own belonging world. I was still in the car with Clark, we camped on the mountain, and drove back to my house. But, as I went inside of my house, some sucking feelings struck me again, and I woke up.
The morning came so fast, I decided to hike around for a while. I saw nothing similar to any signs of civilization, I couldn’t find any signs of man civilization. It was quite sad that there are no people living on this living planet. But in other side, it seemed like pretty nice to not to have any civilization for nature.
However, as I walk through the trees, I’ve found some signs of civilization, and it seemed like really high and well developed civilization; there wasn’t any people who live here and stay here. Somehow, people wasn’t here anymore, the civilization was just crashing and reshaping by nature.
I could’ve stay longer in this world, but I did want to, my craving by going back to home was greater than my curiosity. By thinking about the days that I’d spend, I almost left about two weeks. It was long enough to think that I’m dead, I started to worry about my surroundings. People, especially my mom could think that I’m dead by now, and as well as my friend Clark too. My mind was messy, I couldn’t clean it up; It became messy again by the time it is
Why me? I couldn’t even make a point out of that voyage.” I said.
“Because we chose you to do it, and you’ll know someday, the point of this voyage. Others might could not know the message for few weeks, months, years, or maybe decade. And there is no rush to do it.” they said.
“But how could…” I said
“There is some part of memory that doesn’t really need for the message, thus we need to remove it.” they said
“What do you mean? I don’t really getting all these.” I said
“Don’t need to, from now on, it is our job, your role is all over. It wouldn’t be so nice to wake up with sleeping just few hours.” they said. I couldn’t understand them, I was in the big confusion.
“The time on here and your world has huge difference, so out there, you only spent a few minutes, less than a hour for this trip. Nothing will going to be problem.” they said. And suddenly I fell into the capsule and I got so tired, I couldn’t do anything except sleeping, and then my eyes were getting closed….

The morning has arrived, I had a dream about some different worlds and other creatures and some unknown people. But I felt that the dream like my memory, it was like deja vu. And the strange thing was that I had no memory of last night, my memory was forgotten after dinner. I couldn’t remember how I slept, and I was pretty sure that I left the house among the