Blanche Dubois Monologue Analysis

Hello, Stella! Stella for star! This is your sister Blanche! Have you missed me? Can you believe it's been half a year since I've last seen you and Stanley in New Orleans? I remember the first day I was there, it was like yesterday! But anyways, I thought it would be nice for me to write you a letter telling you about my new home!
Frist of all, tell me...did you think that I wouldn’t notice that you haven’t written a word to me?!…why didn’t you write me, honey? Was it because of your new beautiful baby? How is the baby doing? I wouldn’t blame you if it was because the little one was making you occupied, but I can't wait to see you both once I get back! In the meantime, don’t forget to send me photographs! I'd love to see how my lovely sisters child has grown!
It's much better here compared to New Orleans…I strongly remember how shocked I was and how hard it was for me to adapt there, but surely you'd be glad to know that what I remember the most was my beautiful white dress and glamorous jewelry that day! I thought it was a spectacular, simple outfit, don’t you think? But it was so hard for me to comprehend how you lived in such a violent and worn out environment, especially with that polack of yours! I
I brought with me a colored paper lantern, similar to the one I bought from a Chinese shop on Bourbon to your house, so that I could cover the light bulb. I can't tolerate a naked light bulb…I don’t like being looked at in a merciless glare; The dark is comforting to me. But you know what's bothering me the most over here? I can't drink at all!…They're very strict over here! I have to avoid any alcoholic beverages. Instead, I am offered coke if I want to have a drink.. it's the same drink you would offer me at your place! Its making me feel very uneasy, I used to drink a lot, I got used to it! I wasn’t a drunkard but it helped me escape