Duck is sitting on the sofa with me, ripping up one of his new toys and keeping me company while I write this. First off I want to say sorry for taking so long to write back. I’ve been thinking about your letter almost everyday since I read it it’s just that a lot of things have happened which made it so that I didn’t feel ready to talk.
A really dear friend of mine died during a climbing accident and it’s been really hard to cope. I loved him very much and just wasn’t prepared when I heard the news. I had been asleep when another friend of mine called to tell me the news. It still feels like a dream. It’s been really hard to sleep the last two weeks. I’ve been staying up all night and sleeping all day. My headaches have …show more content…
I just worry about you and think you deserve better. I really wish you closer. We’d always go one coffee dates and I’m sure my puppy would absolutely love you. Why did you have to go away? I miss you terribly and was so happy when a friend of yours reached out to me to let me know you were doing okay. I hadn’t realized you talked about me so much. (or at least she said you do) I miss being able to text you whenever I needed you. I could have really used talking to you these last couple of weeks. I’ve just been feeling so lost and I miss how you’ve always been so lovely to me. I got accepted into the University here and will be starting in the summer. I’m excited but at the same time I am dreading it only because I don’t make friends easily. I think I’m too judgmental for normal social interactions with strangers. I’ll be taking classes for film and theater which will be an interesting combination but at least I will have two bachelor degrees and one masters when I am finished. Hopefully then I will be able to find a job doing when I loved best.
I have attached just a few photos from the last little while.. I don’t have any new photos of myself so I will send you a few in the next letter. I love you a lot and I hope I hear from you soon and I hope you are doing