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It’s cold and dark in here… No one smiles; it’s a black hole of emptiness… It feels like an extension of my cell… My handcuffs are too tight; I am going to get blisters again… I wonder if I could ask for a coffee, I haven’t had a coffee since last trail 10 years ago…I wonder why they have suddenly wanted to re trial, maybe the real killer has surfaced, and I will finally get to live my life... After 18 years in there it’s the least they can do… But what if they have found something that links me closer to the murders, and are arranging my date of death…I’m nervous; I don’t want to go back. To go back there will strip me of everything I have worked to achieve… To go back will take everything from me and I will become a true monster. Not just in the eyes of society by in my own eyes, a monster… It’s getting busier now, I never knew this many people knew I existed… I wonder if time has changed the way I will be trialled…What evidence they going to try and link to me… The judge looks so mean. I hope he doesn’t believe I am guilty… Attention… - No I wasn’t there… I was out with my two friends… We were eating burgers… - I don’t own a hunting knife… I would never try and do that to someone… I don’t know why they had my wallet… I thought I had it the whole day; someone must have stolen it… I am not guilty... I didn’t do it, please believe me and don’t send me back where I don’t belong hasn’t 18 years been enough for something I didn’t do?.. That’s not mine, it doesn’t match… This crime was brutal, I never realised how much until now. I can understand why the families needed someone to blame for this, some way to grieve the horrible deaths of their children. I wish the real murderer could have felt the hate and anger meant for them, not me. It worries me, if I am in here doing time, then he is still out there bidding his time and waiting to strike again. I hope some evidence has come up to link it to whomever it was, they really do deserve to be on death row… Maybe it has already and that is why it has taken so long for them to re trial me… Hopefully they will finally see that it wasn’t me… It clearly wasn’t me the evidence proves that it wasn’t… Why is it taking so long to decide guilty or not guilty? Do they even understand what it feels like to wait for someone to make the decision that changes your life…? How would they feel if they were sitting here right now, I bet it wouldn’t be a nice feeling? Just hurry up already I have spent 18 years waiting for this I don’t want to wait anymore… “We hereby declare the defendant not guilty…” it’s done - I never thought I would be so happy to hear the gravel hit the block. It’s done, I’m free… No more solitary confinements, no more processed meals, no more communal showers, no more lying in bed daydreaming of what life is like outside of prison….18 years, years of bitterness, regrets, hopes and dreams, finally I am a free man once more…The stars oh what it will be like to see the stars again, the night sky bright and shinning… A meal made by myself for me to enjoy… No more will I be deemed a monster and treated like a dog… People will believe me when I say I didn’t do it…18 years of life wasted all awaiting this moment, the moment I walk out theses doors handcuff free, in average clothes, as just me and not as the monster, just plain old Damien.

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