Explain Why I Deserve A Scholarship

I deserve this scholarship because I don’t have sufficient income from my parents that would allow me to be able to pay off college. I am exceedingly interested in a brighter future for myself, and family. I am responsible for graduating college, but I also feel responsible for giving back to my family after all this time they have been able to provide for me. I would like to be able to commit to my studies so I can graduate. I need all the help I can get so I can be able to pay for my college classes. I am determined to commit to my studies, it might be difficult, but I know I can succeed, because I massively care for my future; I am constantly thinking ahead of my life, hoping all will go well. I know everything will turn out in the end because I know the way I am, therefore, I am always working for my goals.
I am a diffident person which most times prevent me in putting myself out there, but I have done so before. I try to push myself to be more confident in what I do or try new experiences. When I was younger I would hardly talk to people because of how scared I was that people would judge me. I cared what others thought of me for the longest time but I was finally able to overcome this fear by accepting the fact that people are not perfect and everyone has their own flaws. I would get jealous when I saw how well and easy it was for someone to be charismatic and always wondered why it was so difficult to be myself and have a constant conversation. I will admit, I still am a bit shy, but to new people I present myself as otherwise so I can slowly be completely out of my shy