"I'm gonna miss you so much. Can't I just come along with you? I swear I won't get in the way of your schooling." Vic begged Kellin, his boyfriend of four years who was traveling overseas to the UK for an advanced art program. Kellin merely grinned, not lifting his eyes from his suitcase.
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Could he really handle going to another country for three years? It would be like completely starting over, which had its perks and its disadvantages. The perks of it being that he'd be around all new people in an all new place, but it was also problematic because he was leaving his family, and more importantly, Vic. He wasn't going to know anyone there, and the thought really terrified him.
"You okay?" Vic asked, propping himself up beside Kellin.
"I'm fine, just a little overwhelmed is all." Kellin told him.
"I'm all for you following your dreams, but I want to make sure that you're completely sure about this because it's quite a big change." Vic reminded Kellin, who merely shrugged.
"It's exciting, to say the least. I'll be in a whole new country, but it just sucks leaving you and stuff. Like sure, there's face time and phone calls, but I just worry, that's all." Kellin stated, trying not to think about it so much.
"You don't need to. It's all going to be just fine." Vic assured him. Kellin leaned up out of Vic's arms and stood up.
"I should probably finish packing my things. You should probably head home so I don't get distracted." Kellin told him, giggling slightly.
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I should go to bed. Vic and I have stuff to do tomorrow, since it's our last day together." He mumbled, standing up from the box and pushing it aside toward the others with his foot. His mother stood up from the one she'd been sitting on and stepped aside so he could move it as well.
"Are you having second thoughts?" She asked knowingly. Kellin paused before nodding his head. There really wasn't anything he could say, because he didn't want to voice out loud that he was unsure about going.
"Kellin, your happiness comes first. If you think this is going to make you unhappy, then don't go. It's okay." She assured him, but he wasn't listening.
"You don't understand, mom. I'm so excited to be going to a new country and meeting all new people, and more importantly, going to the best art academy in the world. I worked so hard to get in there and you and dad have already paid it off. I'm definitely going." He said, exhaustion in his tone.
"Is this about Vic?" She asked. Kellin sighed.
"Mom, please leave. I don't want to talk about it." He said firmly, but she made no moves to leave.
"You sure you don't want to talk about it? It may make you