Matthew Alternate Ending

You woke up that morning with a heavy feeling in your chest. You felt as though someone was sitting on your chest. You dragged yourself out of bed and to the stairs, your father [1] was sitting at the table with two of your siblings. You couldn't shake the feeling of heaviness in your chest. Your family members only paid you mind upon hearing your bare feet hitting the cold wood floor. You rubbed your sunken tired eyes, slowly walking down the steps.

" Good morning [Y/N]!" you looked up, searching for the owner of the childish, cheery voice.

" Oh, um, g-good morning Yong Soo [2], I didn't expect you to be up so early. I mean it is Saturday after all."

The boy shrugged and spoke, before turning to the boy sitting
You stared at the boy, he was hard to read, unlike Yong Soo you needed to get to know Jia Long before you could tell what kind of person he was. Even after years of knowing him, you still couldn't figure it
Of course, it was. If it wasn’t, why would Matthew be here? He left to go live with his dad in Canada when you were in the 6th grade. He said he'd never come back, “ Matthew!” a voice you’d never heard before called out, causing you to turn your head. The man had bleached type blond hair and blue eyes. Alfred’s eyes. In that moment you resented the man, you hadn't even known his name and you hated him. You looked back at each other, he gave you a look that you won't soon forget, a look you'd receive a lot in the near future. He looked as if he were pitying you. You watched as he walked away and climbed into the car. You let out a quiet sigh, turning away from the car, you felt angry, you should be crying with each other, coping with Alfred's death. He shouldn't be pitying you. Then again, you should be