Personal Narrative-Accommodation To The Classroom

Dr. Judge,

I feel awful that I am missing class on the very first night that we meet and I sincerely apologize for not making it tonight. I arrived at the classroom at 5 and settled in and stayed until 5:15 and then I had a panic attack and had to excuse myself. The reason I sent you that disability accommodation form yesterday because I was extremely nervous for class and it is by no means easy for me. For some reason I get very bad anxiety when it comes to school and it is very, very uncomfortable for me to be in a classroom setting. This is something I have been dealing with and working through all through out my college career. I have really been working to fight through it but for some reason the first day is always tough for me. For instance, once I sat down in class I saw the 3 questions on the board and my mind starting going crazy thinking about speaking in class.
I have been extremely grateful and lucky that many of my professors have been very understanding and have been willing to work with me to ensure I succeed in the classroom. Im not asking for any special treatment by any means, however it would mean a lot to me if I could set up a meeting with you. This always helps me get broken into a new class and takes away a lot of my nerves. It makes me feel a lot more comfortable in the classroom after I first form a relationship with my teacher and form a plan that will allow me to perform at my highest level in class. Once again, I am extremely sorry for missing class tonight and I hope we can meet soon. Please let me know when you are available for me to come meet