Kanye is missing both his mom and his fiancee. All the thinking and the pain is causing him to stay awake at night and unable to fall asleep. “It’s 4 a.m. and I can’t sleep…..Her love is all that I can see”. Kanye again repeats each line, one for his mom one for his fiancee. He is really distraught about everything that is happening that he is unable to fall asleep. So therefore he lays in bed lonely without his fiancee to console him as he mourns his mom. His mom is not around for him to talk about losing his fiancee.
Even more, in the song the lyrics “On lonely nights, I start to fade….Her love’s a thousand miles away”. Each line is repeated, one for his mom and one for his fiancee. When Kanye is alone he thinks about his mom and he starts to lose himself in deep taught, so he goes into a state of loneliness and depression. The only way he feel connected to his mom is if he turns to the bottle. He feels the only way away from the pain of losing his mom is to get “faded” high or drunk. And as we know that just causes more problems, and makes him even …show more content…
He lost one of the most important people in his life, his mom. She was his first love, and she showed him the most love. Losing her makes him doubt the possibility of ever having someone love him so much and loving someone so much. “Goodbye my friend, will I ever love again?” As a state earlier this line has different meanings. He repeatedly sings these words, questioning the future, and his ability to ever love someone after he has suffered from the biggest loss, losing his mom to cancer. He also repeats this line to also talk about his fiancee whom he also