Vic Monologue
It's been a week and I haven't heard from Vic. I must've really pissed him off.
The day after the grad party I woke up dizzy, groggy, and with faint memory of where I was or why I was there. Matty (bless his soul), was kind enough to remind me of the actions following the present time. He even showed me the video of me (drunk) sassing both him and Vic. Matty being the comical soul he is, took it lightly; whereas Vic stormed off and I haven't heard from him. There's two problems with me not hearing from Vic:
1) I'm clingy as all hell and I don't like it when he's mad at me. It makes me miserable.
2) He leaves for university in three days.
I've called, texted, voicemailed (even though I hardly do that), and still nothing! I've resorted …show more content…
"Victor Fuentes, I'm coming in!" I say and barge in the room without warning. He's packing his bags, and listening to music on Spotify from his computer.
"I told you I'll talk when I'm ready." He says with a sigh.
"But Viccy, I miss you. And I'm sorry for what I did at the party. Please forgive me babe, I don't want you to be mad at me anymoree." I whine again, wiggling myself into his arms. He hugs back and rests his chin on my shoulder. I think I've won him over, but then he says "we need to talk."
Gosh dammit. I hate those words. Everytime someone says those words to me I get anxious and feel the need to cry. Did I really mess up that badly?
We sit down on his bed, me staring at him attentively, trying to read anything from his expression, and him not being able to stare back. "What is it Vic?" I ask desperately.
He starts with a sigh. "Kells, you know I love you. What you did at the party is okay, I got over that a few days ago. But Kells, it's about us...and me going to college...I don't think..."
I dreadfully ask "You don't think what?" Even though I know what he's going to say.
He looks back at me with tears in his eyes, and he says, "I-I love you, but I don't think I can do this
The day after the grad party I woke up dizzy, groggy, and with faint memory of where I was or why I was there. Matty (bless his soul), was kind enough to remind me of the actions following the present time. He even showed me the video of me (drunk) sassing both him and Vic. Matty being the comical soul he is, took it lightly; whereas Vic stormed off and I haven't heard from him. There's two problems with me not hearing from Vic:
1) I'm clingy as all hell and I don't like it when he's mad at me. It makes me miserable.
2) He leaves for university in three days.
I've called, texted, voicemailed (even though I hardly do that), and still nothing! I've resorted …show more content…
"Victor Fuentes, I'm coming in!" I say and barge in the room without warning. He's packing his bags, and listening to music on Spotify from his computer.
"I told you I'll talk when I'm ready." He says with a sigh.
"But Viccy, I miss you. And I'm sorry for what I did at the party. Please forgive me babe, I don't want you to be mad at me anymoree." I whine again, wiggling myself into his arms. He hugs back and rests his chin on my shoulder. I think I've won him over, but then he says "we need to talk."
Gosh dammit. I hate those words. Everytime someone says those words to me I get anxious and feel the need to cry. Did I really mess up that badly?
We sit down on his bed, me staring at him attentively, trying to read anything from his expression, and him not being able to stare back. "What is it Vic?" I ask desperately.
He starts with a sigh. "Kells, you know I love you. What you did at the party is okay, I got over that a few days ago. But Kells, it's about us...and me going to college...I don't think..."
I dreadfully ask "You don't think what?" Even though I know what he's going to say.
He looks back at me with tears in his eyes, and he says, "I-I love you, but I don't think I can do this