When I Felt Like An Outsider

The outsider There are few times in my life when I constantly felt like an outsider. Many of these were in a time in my life when I was going through a lot along with you never fitting in. When you’re new to a school or you’re not like everyone else it can really put a damper on whether or not you may fit in. At a young age I was taught that you can’t please everyone and this is very true in the world we live in. This makes everything harder the older an individual gets because it seems no matter what you do you’re not good enough. This can also destroy relationships as well as close bonds with friends and family. The worst time for me was when I was between fourth and fifth grade and I was very much an outsider. I felt really discouraged simply because I felt like I would never be good enough for anyone and I was convinced of this sooner than later. Anyone that has been bullied to the point to where they no longer want to come to school understands what it can do to a child. It doesn’t mat’s like to be on the outside and watching what the cool kids are doing. This was more embarrassing than anything I have ever had to go through. At the age of 10 I thought I was worthless and no
I also learned that you shouldn’t ever try to change yourself just because you’re different. Anyone that has been bullied could tell you that it isn’t worth it to try to take your life because God would never give you anything that you can’t handle. There is nothing worth risking your own life for because it’s only the beginning. If I learned anything overall it would be that every day is worth living because someday were going to wake up and that day is going to be gone. The most important thing to remember is no matter what you think there will always be people that love and adore you for who you are because you really are worth it. Love makes everything possible but you have to really want