In winter term 2013 I received three B-‘s and one D- . I know I am capable of doing better but I simply did not put the effort into my academics because I was dealing with negative emotions. I did not take advantage of the opportunities given to me to raise my grades which could have helped with receiving a higher GPA. I did poorly on exams because I did not set aside time to study and do homework. I also made conscious decisions to miss my classes because I felt so depressed. In that moment being happy was more important than going to class. I lost a significantly good amount of friends and my parents were the only support system I had. I just could not find a balance between my academics and dealing with my emotions. I felt depressed and all the negative emotions I was feeling consumed me entirely. I was so involved with undesirable thoughts and emotions – I lost sight to my goals.
On March 22, 2013, I had an emotional break down and then was convinced by my advisor to see a counselor. After that day, I felt relieved and better about myself and my situation. I am scheduled to follow up with my counselor every other week to help with my depression and learn to control my emotions. I strongly believe it will help me deal with my emotions and personal problems outside of school. I learned that I felt lonely over winter term for a social butterfly like me. I want to have a circle of friends I can count on, who will support me, and will only make me better. Attending Multicultural Student Union (MSU) meetings and being involved with the club will allow