I'm not sure why I thought school was just 12 years of busy work instead of trying to actually retain the information I mean I understood that we had to “learn,” however it isn't how I understand it now. Now you have to remember what they taught last year, now you’re not going to have someone there to reteach it was up to me. I should've been paying more attention, putting in at least a little effort to learn. I know that this all falls to me and that it is now my responsibility to take action for wasted time and money. The world moves even if you don't and there are people out there who do wicked things and I now feel responsible for taking my easy life for granted. I have the opportunity to change the world, but I need to take the first step that I have been pushing away my whole life. The step that I hopefully will look back on and see it as the start of the life that I have to live, the only one that will leave me happy in the end. I can't squander any longer I wouldn't be able to live with myself like so many others do, I want to change the way the world has worked up to this point for all those that didn't get what I wasted. The ones who realized how cruel a world humans have made before me and hopefully bring a smile to those
I'm not sure why I thought school was just 12 years of busy work instead of trying to actually retain the information I mean I understood that we had to “learn,” however it isn't how I understand it now. Now you have to remember what they taught last year, now you’re not going to have someone there to reteach it was up to me. I should've been paying more attention, putting in at least a little effort to learn. I know that this all falls to me and that it is now my responsibility to take action for wasted time and money. The world moves even if you don't and there are people out there who do wicked things and I now feel responsible for taking my easy life for granted. I have the opportunity to change the world, but I need to take the first step that I have been pushing away my whole life. The step that I hopefully will look back on and see it as the start of the life that I have to live, the only one that will leave me happy in the end. I can't squander any longer I wouldn't be able to live with myself like so many others do, I want to change the way the world has worked up to this point for all those that didn't get what I wasted. The ones who realized how cruel a world humans have made before me and hopefully bring a smile to those