However, Marilyn’s sudden disappearance and failures at her second chance caused Lydia to wonder how everything could change, “in just one day, how someone she loved so dearly could be there one minute, and the next minute: gone” (101). Marilyn’s persistence and grip with the past leads her to quickly repeat her mother’s mistakes and begins to control Lydia’s life, trying to turn Lydia’s life around and help her become who she isn’t. To her parents, Lydia represents their younger selves, and solely for her Caucasian resemblance, Lydia is invested in wholly despite her two siblings’ initial pleads for attention. Nathan, her brother, is torn from the family and is unsupported in his dream of becoming an astronaut, while Hannah hardly exists as a forgotten child and becomes the bystander in the family’s dangerous downward
However, Marilyn’s sudden disappearance and failures at her second chance caused Lydia to wonder how everything could change, “in just one day, how someone she loved so dearly could be there one minute, and the next minute: gone” (101). Marilyn’s persistence and grip with the past leads her to quickly repeat her mother’s mistakes and begins to control Lydia’s life, trying to turn Lydia’s life around and help her become who she isn’t. To her parents, Lydia represents their younger selves, and solely for her Caucasian resemblance, Lydia is invested in wholly despite her two siblings’ initial pleads for attention. Nathan, her brother, is torn from the family and is unsupported in his dream of becoming an astronaut, while Hannah hardly exists as a forgotten child and becomes the bystander in the family’s dangerous downward