I Love Monologue

To the girl who let him go
I know I should probably hate you for hurting him and taking him to some dark places in his life, but I don't. I actually want to thank you for hurting him, so I could show him how he should be treated. Without you, he would never have learned such a valuable life lesson. I'm glad he learned it the hard way because you made him so much stronger than before. Thank you for walking out of his life and opening the door for someone else...me. Thank you for giving me the chance to love him and show him how love should really feel. Thank you for failing him and not being everything he needed.
I will try my best not to cause him any pain, for it hurts me to see him upset. I will do all of the things that you failed to do
You said u never would leave! U lift me not even saying goodbye! I'll give u everything I ever own just to get one last hug one last goodbye! The only thing out in the word is nothing but the bad "drugs" got me feeling like I'm a kite ur 6 feet under flying up to the clouds while I feeling like I'm a could just to get close to u! Y do I feel this way the drugs sustain me to keep going. Not enuff drugs to wipe away my past. I was to busy smocking poet not to care hanging out with the wrong grope I just wanna wake up in the morning pretending that it didn't hurt on the day you died why did god take you from this either and leave me here actually I wanna cry no not even that I just wanna die they say when you die you go to a better place that may be true but without you here I don't know how I would make it true you always told me you loved me but
Talking to girls everynight and everyday is something i can take so i didn't think i can sat and everytime i look around they all up in your face social media don't make it any easier those days i really hate