Personal Narrative: The Day After Doodle's Death

The day after doodle's death I was so sad because I didn't have a brother to take care of anymore. I just wanted to get away from the place where doodled died because it was so weird how he died and because it has bad memories. I always regrets not trying to help my brother because if I would of went back for him when the storm hit he wouldn't be dead. I went into the house after I got done praying at his brother's grave stone where they found Doodle’s body. When I got in the house I asked my mom,“why Doodle why not me I wish I was the one in the ground not him; it was all my fault for Doodle’s death”. After I got done talking to my mom I went up to my room and I looked into Doodle’s room and i just started crying. Then I ran into my room
I fell asleep on her lap that night she also fell asleep on the couch that night and in the morning mom was making breakfast. She made french toast and sausage links which is my favorite breakfast combination. I ate it and my mom said, “ everything is going to be okay don't worry about Doodle’s death it was an accident”. I didn't say anything i just sat there thinking about what she said. All I thought was everthing is not going to be okay i just wanted to kill myself and Doodle come back. When I got done thinking about Doodle I went outside and I played football with my dad because he wanted to make me feel
I could hear Doodle talking to me he said, “ why didn't you come back for me during the storm?” I said, “ i’m so sorry Doodle if I could have that day back I would do anything in the world to have you back”. Doodle said, “ it’s okay i’m in a better place now anyway”. I said, “ sorry Doodle I got to go I will come back later”. When I left the barn I ran back to the house and I told my mom and dad that I was talking to Doodle in the barn. They both said, “ can we go talk to him to?” I said, “ you can try he might not talk to though because he was mad at me for what I did to him”. Mom and Dad walked to the barn when they got in the barn they said, “ Doodle can you hear me it’s Mom and Dad?” Doodle said, “ of course I knew who you are you are the people that let me hang out with the person who killed me which is my brother”. After Doodle said that Mom ran out of the barn and started crying she cried for twenty minutes then she finally stopped and then she went into the house and sat down on the couch and watched TV. after we got done talking to Doodle in the barn we went inside put on a movie and we all fell