The fear of going to school, and facing my classmates gave me panic attacks. To skip school, I made phony excuses such as pretending to have stomach aches. I stopped paying attention in my classes, and as a result, my grades dropped. Every time, my teacher picked on me to read in the class, I stuttered, and everyone laughed at me. Up to this day, I have glossophobia also known as speech anxiety. At the end of my grade school, I failed, and was not able to advance to fifth grade. My parents were disappointed in me. They had high hopes for me, and I shattered their…
The Things They Carry is a very interesting book telling of war stories which may or may not be true.As the stories go on it tells some things about the soldiers and the things they carry.I believe in the story that everything they carry are either very meaningful to themselves or a necessity.Everyone carries something. Jimmy cross carries his photos of Martha, The men carry can openers, Knives, Kool-Aid, and water, but almost everyone humps (carries) photos of girls, of family, and of friends.Although the men carry these things they also carry things based on superstition.…
1. What was taken from Ted Lavender after he died and why did they use it? Who was blaming himself for his death?…
The short story, “The Things They Carried”, by Tim O’brien, was my favorite reading of this week. The author states what the company is carrying, as well as emotional burdens that they carry. I think that theme of this story can be summarized as “Don’t judge a book by its cover”. As I stated in the discussion, I think this story makes a profound point about trauma and emotional stress. Physical burdens are easily observable. For example, when people see someone in a wheelchair their thoughts are most likely automatically sympathetic. However, when people see someone having a panic attack they might just assume that the person is overreacting. Nobody knows what emotional burdens someone holds. Therefore, it is wrong to judge people on appearance alone and assume that one knows the full story.…
Since middle school, I have suffered from a disorder that many people surrounding me would consider minute or just simply nervousness. According to HealthyPlace.com,”Anxiety disorders are the most common mental illness in America, affecting an average of 20% of Americans. Generalized Anxiety Disorder has continually kept me from participating in certain activities. My severe…
Do you think that all the soldiers just carried physical objects? Most people just think that all they carried are guns and such. But they carried must more than physical objects. They carried intangible items. There were many tangible and intangible items they carry. But the most important items are the intangible ones. There are many intangible items they carry. But some of the most important are love, memories, and fear.…
The main topic of this novel is burdens. O’Brien is writing about what burdens the soldiers and he had to carry throughout war, physically and emotionally. One way I know is because of the title- “The Things They Carried.” This title almost summarizes the whole book. O’Brien frequently showed and explained the burdens that were inner conflicts of his and outer conflicts too. In the chapter “The things They Carried,” O’Brien showed an emotional burden that he carries about him loving “Martha more than his men and as a consequence” his friend Lavender got killed. O’Brien described this emotional burden as “something he would have to carry like a stone in his stomach for the rest of the war.” Also, how the soldiers “carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die. Grief, terror, love, longing-these were intangibles, but the intangibles had their own mass and specific gravity, they had tangible weight.” Another way I know that burden is the main topic of this novel is because of the way O’Brien describes the way that Jimmy Cross is physically responsible for the lives of the soldiers and how that can be such a burden. When Kiowa died, Jimmy Cross felt that “there had to be blame.” He said that “A moment of carelessness or bad judgment or plain stupidity” of his when leading the men “carried consequences that lasted forever.” This shows that he carried physical and emotional burdens. The physical burdens that he had to carry was to make the right decisions and lead well to keep the lives of the soldiers while the emotional burdens were when he had gone wrong and had to carry the burden that it was his fault that some soldiers lost their lives because of his leading. The soldiers “carried all they could bear, and then some, including a silent awe for the terrible power of the things they carried.”…
Transitioning from a Catholic grade school to a public school high school was not an easy task, especially after recovering from a concussion. Upon entering my first year of high school, I did not know anybody in the district- not a teacher, not a parent, not a student, and I felt completely lost. I was placed in all academic classes to ensure that I did not fall behind among my peers due to my previous…
Over the summer, with a lot of help from therapy, my anxiety got better. However, as the new school year started, I soon found out that my fears were triggered by change and large crowds. I started my seventh grade at East Garner Magnet Middle School. The school was not bad, it was just that I could not function at such a large school with my anxiety.…
I figure I’m going to try to improve my life and remove negative self-talk that are preventing me from doing that cause it doesn’t make much sense to be around people who are still stuck in the same old way in which I am trying to move on from people who are holding me back will be a big weight lifter off my shoulders. I have notice that when I move on from a specific aspect of my life that are…
“The Things I Carry” Tim O’Brien states in his book, “They shared the weight of memory. They took up what others could no longer bear. Often, they carried each other, the wounded or weak.” When we think or discuss the weight we carry we oftentimes think of physical objects. However, sometimes the heaviest and most burdening objects are our memories.…
The main reason why I was so nervous is because the school I was coming from was very small and private. I went to Our Lady of Grace from kindergarten to eighth grade. The student body there was around two hundred and fifty at the time. There was only one teacher and class of about thirty students for every grade. There wasn’t a student or teacher that I didn’t know by name and because I had been going there since I was five years old, I really didn’t know any other way.…
In those moments, we begin to lose hope in ourselves. From failing on a Pre-Cal test, to not having a prom date. From not having enough time to spend with your friends to not placing in a competition you worked so hard on. All, in the bigger picture, petty things, but in that moment, they carry enough leverage to pull us down.…
A big challenge that I have faced since the day I was born is being Autistic, throughout my life this has affected me, it has affected the way people judge me, what classes I am put in, and of course has affected me mentally, but during around middle school I began to slowly transition out of being ‘blissfully autistic’ and truly began to realize the world around me, though this was followed by a spree of depression due to that.…
Standing up in front of the class, our palms sweat and we struggle on our words. We don't know what to say with all of those eyes on us, but we continue to talk and present anyways because it is what is required of us. People can understand things such as ADHD, but when it comes to anxiety disorders, it's all about "getting over it".…